Sunday, August 9, 2009

Oral Satisfaction.

I am so full right now. I just ate some really fucking good Chinese leftovers. Sweet and sour chicken. Usually I'll get sweet and sour pork, but I thought it would be nice to spice it up a little. I love to eat. I love stuffing my mouth with food, then chewing the food and swallowing it, and feeling satisfied. I love using my mouth. I think that's why I like to smoke. I love blowing the smoke out. I also like to talk. A lot. I'm a talker. Like it is definitely out of control. Word vomit, word throw up, word puke. I simply love saying shit or talking shit, whatever the shit. Most of the time I'm just full of shit. I once heard that oral fixation may be psychologically related to either staying on the bottle for too long, or getting off the bottle too early. I wonder which one happened to me.